I feel like I should have taken that ticket. Earlier on today at JFK, delta was asking for volunteers that could give up their seat on the plane to take a later train. They were offering seat arrangements for the next flight and $800 in flight money. A lot of people stood up and went to the delta booth, some started fighting. And I was thinking, I need this money. In the long run I didn't do anything but read my Tolstoy book. Sigh. I texted my mom what had happened and she told that I should have taken it.

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at the moment i am not writing a short essay that i need to write for a newsletter
i am not registering names on a database to sign them up to my internship's newsletter
i am not in my house, sleeping comfortably under my covers

but i am writing more on things that i am interested in, blogs, journal, articles, emails
i am at work
i am falling asleep
i am reading and keeping up to date with news/events

i have 2 more hours to go and i'll go home

i'm tired and sleepy in the computer lab
i'm wondering if i should get a third cup of tea
i hate not being productive but i can't get myself around it unless there is a sense of urgency
the irrationality of human mind controls the rationality side of it
sigh. i want to sleep and nap, and wake up refreshed
i feel a little hungry too... even though i ate less than 2 hours ago
tonight i'll party and socialize, hopefully my mind wakes up
i'm like an immobile person in front of the computer about to drool
- no, not like that
i wish there was more time to rest and wake up and work
time to do stuff
instead of sitting in a chair wasting away my time while in front of a computer because i simply don't have the feeling/necessity to be productive right now, i'm rather lethargic...

i'm going to buy tea

I've had that phrase lingering on my mind... ce quoi? i don't know why. part of me is still living in the francophone world. sometimes i wish i could speak french to everybody and essaye my pronunciation.

i'm currently at the computer lab and this lethargic mood is overpowering my senses. my head my body. i'm slowly sinking into my chair and becoming a blob.

i have no energy and no will to do anything right now. i know i have some things that i can occupy myself with, but i'm stuck in this no-time zone where nothing moves forward.

i need to sleep! now.

"the girl who wanted to talk but she never did"

at times when some happening in my life triggers a realization i turn the issue at hand into a story. today i thought of "the girl who wanted to talk but never did." a girl who had many ideas in mind, many passions to share but she never talked about them with no one. a shy girl who would not talk to her professors to ask about something that troubled her during the lecture. a girl that was so immersed in her own world that she would imagine fantasies happening in front of her eyes, and as soon as she imagined them they'd vanished and she'd be back into reality.

maybe i'll turn it into a children's book one day.

there's another story that i thought about over winter, "the girl in the oversized red coat."
it's a story of a poor girl who only had a red coat to keep her warm over winter. as she walked over the white snow covered floor, people would notice her and whisper, "where did she get that coat?" and the girl would walk hurriedly to avoid having to explain why she had an oversized red coat.

those are just ideas of real life situations that i've turned into potential titles for fictional stories.

lately i've been really into russian culture and language... so i'm going to give it a try and learn a little bit of russian.

as long as i'm interested in learning i'll build up the hype.

and i'll probably stop learning the language when i get tired of it.

i need to finish two essays and i'm blank.

i'm most infatuated with james franco's looks from the movie MILK

wish i could have known the last names of my friends from primary school.

today, a friend from my primary school in Venezuela added me to facebook, but I cannot remember last names from my friends from Loirston Primary School in Aberdeen.

sigh

sleeping for too long and waking up hungry puts me in a bad mood

i need to shake it off

i wish i had more time to just be and then get busy

i thought about the chronophage today

today i found out who was che guevara.

i had previouly known that he was a revolutionary man that aided Cuba with its revolution. today i found about his life, the authors that he liked, his travels, his moral ideas, his books/diaries, and most importantly about the united hispanic america that we wanted to create.

he was truly an intellectual and revolutionary man who wanted to share his idea of morality with the world. and by doing so, eliminate inequality in latin america. sadly, he did not know how to accomplish his goals without using brute force and weapons.

there's a movie with benicio del toro coming up about che. Trailer 

i enjoy reading old entries.

i need to catch up with some friends that i haven't talked to in ages.

it's time to go through myspace friends and drop comments, letting them know that i'm alive and that i'm still a friend.

i took a nap, and when it was time to wake up i didn't want to - i wanted the day to pass by faster. there's not much to do around.

i'm trying to eat half a watermelon for dinner, and it's a rather difficult task. well, difficult to keep the watermelon from squirting juice every time i grab a portion with my spoon. i'm making a mess :/

i'm using my towel as my cover sheets

usually in every vacation break that i get from school i leave all my stuff in my boyfriend's house.

today my boyfriend had to go back home because tomorrow he has work. so... i had to pack up all my clutter, miss a couple hours from work, and load it into his car. result: i have everything on my boyfriend's house now - including my bed sheets and pillows!

the reason why i'm still awake, besides online shopping and browsing for eco-friendly fashionable clothing, is that i don't really 'want' to go to bed and sleep in a bare bed. i may have to grab a sweater or two and wrap myself in them, or a towel... - thing is the towel is already packed at the bottom of my suitcase and i just don't feel like taking it out to put it there again.

and no pillow.

sigh. it's going to be a tough night.
(and then tomorrow the same thing)

i don't want to think about it anymore, i'm going to distract myself... download some music or something.

For a change, I checked livejournal.

Not by impulse, but because I had to verify dates of traveling that I have done in between 1996-2006, my bank statements don't even go to 2006 for some reason, so I figured out that maybe livejournal would give me some info.

I have checked some old entries and they were fun, from the time I would drink and go to clubs every weekend to the time I stopped drinking, and coming back to the period where i drink occasionally.

I find myself to be an old boring lass. I don't even get drunk anymore, is either because i'm immune to drunkenness at times, or i start seeing double and get dizzy when i do get drunk. I haven't found common ground to that.

I have almost gotten rid off my scottish accent, how sad is that. But traveling is not an option since the US dollar is worth nothing nowadays.

Imagine that more inconsequential babble occurred.
And then I said: 'i don't feel like writing right now. i'm at work, and have to look up movies to watch tonight. The Last Tango in Paris is an option. I will update later. Cheerio."

today i saw a guy with tattoos and piercings all over his face and body.
it made me wonder if he is the guy that i have seen in pictures from the internet before.

I'm trying to catch up with people/friends/acquaintances that i haven't talked to in months.
a lot of going through all my facebook + myspace friends.
i don't want to lose contacts/friends just because i neglected an online friendship. personally i think it's great to catch up with old friends, i've been finding out about friends who have moved, who have great projects in process, friends that have found love, amazing things... really.
the greatness of it all is that they are everywhere in the world, from england to ukraine, colombia and argentina, venezuela and spain, finland and italy, scotland, china and diff. parts of the US... - so if i had to travel to any of those places there would be someone that i could meet up with.

also, i've been catching up with some musicians friends from NY, out of the nowhere some bands became big and they are glad to hear from me.

part of that 'neglectfulness' of mine, is that is not really 'neglectfulness' at all it's that i've been simple living a life full with school, work, boyfriend time, and internet has gone down the list of my priorities.

if i say hi to you don't be weirded out, i've been taking advantage of summer's spare time to say hi.

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